Sunday 29 March 2020

No You Don't

NO YOU DON'T


*Jazz and Acoustic music plays*

Hello there why are you seated here all alone?
aren't you having a fine lady with you around.
No not really,
May I offer you some company?
Umm sure but am not in the mood, you'll
soon you'll get bored and leave...
Try me!
Try you? okay...

*Jazz music stops*

I have a pill which is too hard for everyone to swallow
about how girls and boys are becoming too shallow
tell me, honestly, is it my company you want?
or just an excuse cause seating alone for you is just a 'can't',
same what's happening behind closed doors,
girl, he don't love you, his with his fourth whore,
everyone has forgotten how to love 
everyone is focused on making love before love love
insecurities, misogyny, depression, anxiety and hate,
all brought up because your horny self wanted a taste,(poor soul)
no one's a victim at this current lifestyle
Even the ones screaming "men are trash", they scream in their own style.
How do you expect me to easily love again,
when everyone knows how to pretend,
don't tell me I'm different don't lie to my face,
That's the same way I was lied to in the first place,

*Jazz music plays again*

I'm sorry i got carried away,
deep emotions in my heart always sway,
what is love if I may ask?

*stares in confusion*

love is what these millennials and Z's use to coat lies,
Love is a tool used to hurt instead of heal,
they ask why I'm so obsessed with her, always head over heels,
its because the feeling of love is painfully satisfying,
but no one is ever testifying
that true love is the solution to everything
let me te......
*she laughs hysterically*

*Phone vibrates- Text message*

"Unknown number: sorry I fell asleep"

*Drops phone on the table*

"Aren't you going to reply to that?"
Text sent 3 weeks ago finally finds its recipient,
funny how she does this so frequent 
love can make you believe they've been asleep for 3 weeks,
please play for us " entrance of the gladiators" cause this clown make up has been on for weeks,
Can't tell you love doesn't exist,
but the strong always try to persist,
The touch of a loved one,
the feeling of passion,
do it right, treat her right, treat him right,
be her light, be his light
its always personality over passion,
"Your bill sir, anything for the lady?"
stares at her....
"No thank you am good"
whoever said man must provide was a serious crackhead,
are we living backwards while others are ahead?,
he fails to provide he is broke,
she gets a providing man she is woke
she asks for too much too many times she's a gold digger,
better get him that Tommy Hilfiger.
on social media things look different,
behind closed doors, things go deep end,
he just wants sex
and she wants love,
she wants luxury,
but he wants a queen,
Two ideas which can't be on the same page,
other relationships feel like being in a cage,
to love is to.....is to...is.....
"Excuse me, are you going to stare at me all night or answer me whether you'd like my company or not"
You're very attractive, but no thank you.
.....................the art of an overthinker!
-Wayne- 

Wednesday 25 March 2020

The Past

THE PAST


The past is such a beautiful thing,
the past is such a painful thing,
the past is always remembered.
I grab my pain, stood still, I remember the past
the broken record, eyes peeled. Pay attention!
I might have some life lessons 
the kid  who was useless to everyone
the boy who was below everyone,
the young man who was looked down upon by everyone.
welcome to the mindset of a sadist
but he didn't choose to be this way
he didn't want to be broken
he just wanted the love and affection
the love and attention
but its too much to ask for
the past is what forms the present
and the present is what forms the future 
but does a broken heart have to heal countless times to keep up with the future?
how many more tears are you willing to drop for her or him, because of her or him?
how many hearts will you break along the way because of her or him?
how much ounces of depression are you ready to shove down your throat
she won't leave you,he won't leave you
she will haunt you,he will eat you
she will remind you,he relapse you
she calls herself "THE PAST". and he calls himself "THE CRINGE"

-Wayne-